There are some things about being a special needs parent that don’t get discussed in general conversation. Some things that sneak up on you and you kind of have to navigate on your own. Self-care and hygiene are big ones and puberty is the main cause of the conundrum. Puberty is usually considered a fairlyRead more
Dear Depression, You have been around so long now that I have almost grown comfortable with you – like an ugly scar that I’ve learned to live with. I expect your games and tricks now, but I need you to know that I realize what a liar you are, and I hate you. You lieRead more
I don’t drink. Not anymore. Haven’t for a while now and I’ll tell you why – it’s a depressant and for a person who suffers from Major Depressive Disorder it should be a no-brainer to stay away. For a long time though I didn’t realize that and put myself through hell figuring it out. MyRead more
I’ve been writing a lot lately creating several posts for later. Trying to get ahead. There began to be a theme in all of them – they are all negative. Negative things about me, about our life as a family. I realized that I don’t want to think that way anymore. I’ve let myself fallRead more
Paix recently had a full comprehensive mental health evaluation done. It confirmed her diagnosis of Bi-Polar II with psychotic features and ADHD but did add a new one – Generalized Anxiety Disorder. This new diagnosis is actually a very common one for her generation – millennials. In fact, I have nieces and nephews diagnosed withRead more
Can I just sit here and vent for a bit? I’m so tired. I’m tired of everything that needs to be done and tired of doing it on my own for the most part. I’m tired of being judged for not having my house up to standards that my family can’t seem to attain. ItRead more
One of Ryland’s therapies is ABA. ABA stands for Applied Behavior Analysis. A search on the internet will bring up several articles questioning the ethics of ABA therapy arguing that its core principles are cruel. We have not had that experience. Not to say that unkindness doesn’t happen, there is certainly room for it, butRead more
My daughter, Paix, and I have been at odds a great deal lately. When trying to discuss her mental health, we usually end up in an argument where we both walk away angry and hurt. I’m afraid she thinks I don’t love her or, worse, don’t care at all, but it gets so frustrating dealingRead more